LIFE'S A BITCH

Monday, September 27, 2004

5:24PM

When you think about life
And all its negative things,
Scary thoughts occur,
Great fears it brings.
Dealing with friends
Who betrayed your trust.
Standing alone in the rain
From dawn to dusk.
Losing the man
With whom you wished to share your dreams,
Leaves you with eyes like clouds
And tears like streams.
With family members
Arguing from day to night,
Makes you want to run away
From that unpleasant sight.
School is hard,
Doing work you don’t understand.
Walking down a road
Holding no future in your hand.
Your world is dark,
Empty and confused.
You feel angry, frustrated,
And completely used.
Everything is unclear,
You only see death on the way.
This life isn’t worth living,
It should be taken away.
But then there’s a small voice
That suddenly appears.
Looking all around... you
Can’t seem to find it anywhere.
This little voice said,
“There’s a whole lot more to life.
Everyone goes through joy,
Happiness, pain and strife.
There are people who love you,
And you will meet new friends.
Everyday is a new experience,
It’s just a matter of where and when.”
That is when you calm down
And begin to think.
After all, life can be good
And have its positive things.
You can have an education
If you’re willing to learn.
You’re future is the road ahead,
Considering which way you turn.
You have been hurt,
Betrayed, denied and used.
But people will know your importance
Depending on the kind of friends you choose.
Not having a boyfriend
Isn’t the end of the world.
He’s not worth loving
If he leaves you for another girl.
It’s normal for a family to argue,
‘Cause that’s how they compromise.
If you think problems can’t be solved
Then you’re not very wise.
This little voice saved your life-
Didn’t keep you and the world apart.
That’s when you realize this voice...
Is the “voice of your heart”.

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Friday, September 24, 2004

8:06PM

lifes a bitch then you die fuck it all lets get high if at first you dont secede go and buy some better weed

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Sunday, August 29, 2004

7:58PM - life sucks monkey balls

i hate it here. i need money for my plain ticket and dont want to ask my dad to buy my plain ticket because i ask for to much anyways. i dont get to do shit here i sit on my ass all the time and i am all stressed out.my mom made me go talk to my step dad about me moving to texas and all he did was bitch the hole time i tryed to talk to him about moving he said it was bull shit that i want to move. my mom has been bitching at me because she thanks i have an addatude all the time when i dont all she has been doing is bitching at me.

Current mood:

stressed

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

7:18PM - going back

I got back from texas not even a week ago and i cant wate to go back. i dont want to live here i hate it here its to boring and iam really depresed when iam here and i dont know why. i wish i did. iam going to miss everybody here but i cant help what i feel. you know what i mean? my baby coson is going to big when i come back and iam going to hate not seeing her grow up but i will be there for her when she get older and need someone to talk to about stuff she will hate talking to her mom about. IAM READY TO LEAVE NOW!!!!!!

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